21 !

I turned 21 in February 21. :D
As soon as the clock turned 00:00 my brother came into my room with a zephyr cake, which is my guilty pleasure. Inside the cake there were 21 candles. My brother told me to make a wish and as soon as i blow out half of the candles they lit up again, so i spent good 3 minutes trying to blow the candles out til I realised that it's not my fault they lit up again. :)

This year i didn't expect to get any presents because i didn't want my family to spend money on me when they need it more than i do. But..
In the morning my brother came into my room, and gave me a chocolate before he went to work. hour later I heard phone ringing with his ringtone, so i started to panicking and thought he forgot his phone. So I started looking for his phone but what I found was not his phone. There was a brand new phone on my cupboard, Caller id noted that my Best Friend was calling. So i screamed pretty loud at her. Sorry, not sorry :) anyway morning started pretty good :)

Also, i had a dentist appointment on that day, and she said that i should come back next year or when i have something wrong with my teeth. That was good news :)

I had a nice pre-lunch with my brother in  some random cafe. We were just hungry and thought this was a good day to eat out. :) Later i took a bus home to my mum, where she cooked amazing lunch. I was so full that i literally layed on the floor complaining how my tummy hurts, at the same time i kept eating because everything was SO good :)

Just noticed that I'm wearing my top inside out, hold on, let me throw it in the corner.

Later that night I spent a little bit time at my best friends house, then we came to my place and sometime around midnight we met up with our school friend, whom we hadn't seen a while. It was nice catching up with him, and i actually had a good time :)

So for my birthday I got a loads of chocolate - thank you, because there is nothing i love more that chocolate; phone, t-shirt, book, box ( i love boxes ), lip butter, perfume, flowers, flowers and more flowers. :)

Motivational Monday #7

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How's everybody's new years resolutions coming along? January is half way through and a lot of people are already giving up on their promises.  You don't want to be one of them, do you ? Sometimes there are so many complications on your way to top but you must remember why you made that particular promise at first.

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If it doesn't work out for you, try another way, find a way that suits you.

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Don't give up on your dreams or resolutions just because you think it's not achievable.  When you finally do it, I promise you you will feel amazing and proud of yourself. And you can look back to the journey you were on, and laugh about how silly it was for you to think it's impossible. 

lots of love x :)

something about something.

Hi.
I have some serious problem with motivation. I can't even start writing anymore. I have thought in my mind but as son as i try to write something down i forget what i was supposed to write. So obviously as you can already see, this post is gonna be a rant about everything. I have an urge to write but i can't. I'm so mad at myself !

I'm at my dads house right now. They celebrated my little sisters 8th birthday so i surprised them and came here.  My dad was so happy too see me that he literally started shaking.  I saw my sisters little baby girl, she is so cute and calm. :)
Before i got here i had a night out. Which was awesome, i had so much  fun. I keep replaying this night in my head over and over again, like  i never want to forget it.  Some weird things happened, but they all were like good weird. I lost lot of my sleeping time, but in the end it was all worth it.  Not only did i have a good time but  i saw my best friend having a good time and that what makes me happy :)

And now as I'm writing this, i also discovered that i don't only have a problem with starting writing but i get bored so quickly. So now i have this pointless post, and i don't know what to do with it.

Today my dads wife told me today, that I'm extremely positive person and i find something good from every situation. So I'm just gonna add a little quote i found from pinterest to remind me who i am and what i need to do.

Have a lovely week :)

New year, new me ?

It's a new year. Some people are making new promises some are still trying to accomplish resolutions they made last year. I'm trying not to  make any promises or goals to myself as i know I'm not good with keeping them :) Most people are talking how they are gonna change themselves, loads of people are promising to take up gym, eat less chocolate and more healthy food. But not me. In 2013 i learned how to like myself, most important I learned to accept me as i am.

But definitely there are  couple of things I'd like to keep in mind through this year.

I don't see a point of trying to be like someone else or changing yourself for someones sake. I have made this mistake once, and let me tell you that i was not happy with myself. 

If you feel like giving up, remember why you did this in the first place. Find your lost motivation. 

Who cares that your dream might be a little bit unrealistic at least you have a one or two.  I think you should be brave and follow your dreams, fukc what everybody else says. I know that i have dreams that are unrealistic, but having dreams gives me a motivation. 

I hope you have a good new year. Make every day count ! :)

Tried: Lush Golden Wonder bathbomb

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I chose this bathbomb for my Christmas present, because it had a really nice smell which wasn't strong when i smelled it at the shop but it was there. 

As soon as i put it in my tub, whole bathroom was filled with amazing fragrance. Even my mum loved it, so that's something. It melts quite fast in your water and it has little golden stars in it.

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 It's a true present, i thought it will make my water all golden, but it turned blue and it had lovely golden sparkle in it. 

I absolutely loved it and if you have some late Christmas presents to give this would be a perfect gift :) 

You can buy this from Lush website lush.com/ :)

Tried : Garnier B.B cream.

Couple of weeks ago, i ordered myself a sample of Garnier's BB cream. I had totally forgotten about it, until  a few days ago, when i checked my mailbox. I was so excited to try this, because i don't  like to use foundation on everyday basis, and i think BB creams are perfect for everyday uses.

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I got it in shade light. First of all - it smells so good, so that's a huge plus, because sometimes BB creams and foundations have a very specific smell witch may or may not disturb it's users.  The coverage of this cream is very light and it doesn't feel heavy on your face. Also it leave your skin really soft and silky.
I really suggest you to give it a try. :)


Happy holidays :)
x

4 days to go !

What is blogger doing? Or what did i do ? Most of the pictures from my posts are gone. Can i fix this ? did i do something ?

Anyway, Christmas is only 4 days away. Yes, we Celebrate our Christmas on 24th. I gave my best friend her present today. She was like a kid in a candy store when she opened them. Oh man, i love giving presents. I have wrapped so many gifts, that i have mastered my wrapping skills to the level where i could work in Santas workshop in North Pole :D

 we have couple of presents under our tree :)

Usually on Christmas day we stay at my mums apartment, but this year we have decided that in the morning of 24th we're gonna be at my brothers flat and then we're gonna go to my mum's home.  I still have to decorate the Christmas tree there.


Hope you have wonderful holiday :)